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-best friends-
best friends arent supposed to hurt
best friends arent supposed to make you cry
best friends arent supposed to lie
to make you mad
they arent the ones who you dread
they arent the ones you stay away from
they arent the ones you pretend you dont notice
best friends dont hurt, just by sight
they're supposed to help
supposed to mend
to heal
but theres times..
times when they dont
and then what are they?
best friends?
friends?
acquaintances?
enemies?
best friends dont make you cry
so why do the tears fall
why cant they hide
why cant they just go away
i dont need you
i dont need this
but i do
cant deny it
you've always been there
why arent you here now
here with me
here next to me
drying my tears
telling me its ok
where are you?
you're not here
you're not my friend
you're not my best friend
why not?
you should be
but you're not here
you're not my friend
not best friends
the tears fall
-brown eyes- april 1
i have dark brown eyes
they're my communication to the world.
but they're so much more..
they're the gateway to my soul
dark and deep
just like me
seemingly playful
but more complex
as you look closer
so deep and dark
you could fall in
into my soul
and see the real me
uncovered by the harsh reality of the light.
through my eyes
you could see a worl
of love, hope, worries, despair
look closer.
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-you- march 27
i thought i knew my life
knew what it was, where i was, who i was
life was easy
on and on in the same way
same motions, same actions
i thought i was happy
i was happy
and then there was you
you messed up my life
it was my life
but not the one i knew
you stepped in and took control
took over my life
but you didnt kno
mistakenly thought you were a friend
so much more
you were my life
you changed me
you were me
i didnt kno anything, anything but you
life will never be the same.
**you're gone**
best friends forever
or so i thought
we were there for eachother
have you forgot?
you used to be there
i wish you still were
but now when i look
your movements are a blur
you're gone
running away
i see your back
i try to make you stay
but i cant do that
its all up to you
as the tears fall
i wish i knew what to do
is it worth crying over you?
should i save my tears?
we used to be best friends
but things have changed over the years
will they ever be the same?
i dont think they can be...
you're gone
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